
The warmest May in 140 years is over and this morning winter moved in. But winters here are not like real winters. The winters that live in my memory are harsh and real, predictable and in a sense therefore easier to accept. Here, winter comes and goes, with surprising sprinklings of summer inbetween everlasting rains. They are brighter, warmer and shorter than Swedish winters, but I still find them more difficult to live with. I am not romantizing, I think, because I returned to the black northern winter a couple of years ago and stayed for the hardest months. And it was like rediscovering winters as they should be. The kind of winter that is ingrained in me. Who would have thought it would be the winters that would bring on my home sickness?